[KAMITSUBAKI] 春猿火 Harusaruhi | HOLIC English Lyrics Translation

春猿火 # 67「HOLIC」
Vocal: 春猿火 / Harusaruhi
Lyrics: 田中秀典, 春猿火
Music & arrangement: PABLO, G4CH4
Mix: 片岡 恭久
MV director: サイトウユウマ
Illustration & animation: syo5
Typography: ばーちぃ
Watch: YouTube
Listen: Streaming / Download

記憶―
Memories...

願いはまだ青く　絡まった糸を解く
My wish is still young and blue, as I untangle the knotted threads

胸に灯った holic
A holic lit up in my chest

(Tell me what the reason of this sweet pain)

眠れぬ夜更けにリフレインを
A refrain through sleepless late nights

(So I don't need any friends)

星を探して
Searching for the stars

(Tell me what the reason of this sweet pain)

(Tell me what the reason of this sweet pain)

Dive into the dark

I don't know when my tale begun

あの一瞬　あの予感
That one moment, that premonition

天井の merry-go-round
A merry-go-round on the ceiling

妄想　溶かした時間
Daydreams, and the hours they melted away

ドーパミン over me　無報酬の永久機関
Dopamine over me, a perpetual motion machine that pays nothing back

ワンルームに満たした wonderland
A wonderland that fills my one-room apartment

浮世は世知辛い　憂き目に遭う次第
This fleeting world is harsh, and so I end up facing misery

求めてしまえば　心は fragile
Once I start to crave it, my heart is fragile

Nothing's real? Nothing's fake?

引き裂かれる tonight
Torn apart tonight

癒えない　癒えない　傷が cry out loud
Never healing, never healing, the wounds cry out loud

あの日　何もない君が見つけた　この居場所
That day, you, who had nothing, found this place to belong

ある日　どうしようもなく辛い夜に
One day, on a night of unbearable pain

君が私を生み出したんだ
you brought me into being

今も自信はないまま
Even now, I still have no confidence

君が願いを灯し　私が守り続ける
You light the wish, and I keep protecting it

たったひとつの　居場所
our one and only place to belong

Dive into the dark

振り落とされんなよ　野蛮な声を蹴散らせ
Don't get shaken off, kick those savage voices aside

何を犠牲にしたとか　もう　どうだっていいよ
Whatever we sacrificed, it doesn't matter anymore

消せない　君が世界
It can't be erased, you are my world

Tell me what the reason of this sweet pain

(眠れぬ夜更けにリフレインを)
(A refrain through sleepless late nights)

So I don't need any friends

(星を探して)
(Searching for the stars)

Tell me what the reason of this sweet pain

So I don't need any friends

手繰る　手繰る　螺旋の先へ
Reeling in, reeling in, toward the end of the spiral

手繰る star
Reeling in a star

記憶―
Memories...

願いはまだ青く　絡まった糸を解く
My wish is still young and blue, as I untangle the knotted threads

胸に灯った holic
A holic lit up in my chest

手懐けた孤独　廃れたティル・ナ・ノーグ
A loneliness I've tamed, a Tír na nÓg gone to ruin

見破ってしまった trick
A trick I've already seen through

憧憬と踊れ　名もない夜に溺れ
Dance with longing, drown in a nameless night

君が宿した holic
The holic you left living inside me

(夢見た日の熱のままで)
(With the same fever as the day I dreamed)

変わる景色に怯えないわ
I won't be afraid of the changing scenery

(ここへ還る日まで)
(Until the day I return here)

旅は終わらない
The journey doesn't end

(Tell me what the reason of this sweet pain)

眠れぬ夜更けにリフレインを
A refrain through sleepless late nights

(So I don't need any friends)

星を探して
Searching for the stars

巡る　巡る　あの日の君へ
Round and round, back to the you of that day

About Harusaruhi

Harusaruhi (春猿火) is a virtual rap singer who puts the feelings and emotions of people in their teens and twenties into her songs and raps. She debuted on November 15, 2019 with KAMITSUBAKI STUDIO, a YouTube-first creative label that brings together young, uniquely gifted virtual singers, artists and creators such as KAF (花譜), Guiano, Onuma Parsley (大沼パセリ) and DUSTCELL. Her music videos for "台風の子," "daydream" and "迷人" each passed one million YouTube views faster than any of her earlier releases. Tickets for her 3rd one-man live "シャーマニズムⅢ" in April 2024 sold out. Her 1st mini album "RULE THE WORLD," released in February 2025, set new personal records for both CD and streaming sales, and her momentum shows no sign of slowing.

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